Another day in paradise
Today has been such a strange day. I woke up not really feeling like
wanting to go through the rest of the day, just wanted to sleep. It was
raining.
But when i got up and decided that i’ll stick to what i
planned to do, things just got going and i got so much accomplished
just by being disciplined. That actually relieved a lot of the stress.
Most of the time i just procrastinate. Anyways, i got prepared to go to
church and meet the youths to plan for retreat. Sat down prayed for a
song and the song came. Sometimes God is just waiting for me to settle
down and just ask.
I’m learning to balance between waiting upon God and keeping to what he has
already put on my heart and running with discipline yet depending on
His grace. It’s such a fine balance that only God in His grace can help
us to do so. Sometimes i’m like waiting for God to do something when
he’s already given me the power to do so coz i’m too scared to do it. Sometimes i’m running ahead
and just doing what i wanna do when He didn’t say so.
I think paradise is found in the balance in the grace of the Lord. I think i caught a glimpse of that today.
Now i’m just enjoying Corrinne may and having dinner cooked by my loving husband… that too is paradise.
Thank you Lord