Feeling down
This week has been one of those weeks that I’ve felt really down. Felt like i just lost control of it all and everything is swung all over the place. I couldn’t get down to even prepare Sophie’s food properly or do anything for that matter. Just felt like sleeping most of the time.
I think I am exhausted. It was probably a built up thing that I didn’t pay much attention to.
Anyway it got bad, not very bad but bad enough for me to say “TIME OUT! I need a break!”.
So I spent last nite with James on a date. We went to West Coast Park for a walk and had dinner a Mcdonalds. It was nice. Space does wonders for my soul.
Today I spent the whole afternoon with Elaine just chilling at Vivo (ya my fav hang out place). Yes, the whole afternoon. It was such a luxury.
I feel so much better now. I think sometimes i just need to get out and remember who I am. I’m still tired physically but I’m feeling better.
June 10th, 2007 at 2:36 pm
I’m so sorry you are feeling so down. Guess things just got into a spin eh? Feelings like these will hit you every now and then n probably more when Sophie starts to find her own feet and becomes more mobile. Times like these makes you evaluate why you are doing this in the first place. It wud be easier to farm the kid out and go back to work?? I don’t know but one thing I know is that God is always faithful and He will send his angels at the right time to help us carry the burden and at the end of the day, when I look at my kids, it is worth it. I think you will feel the same. All I can say is that it will get better……. so hang in there!
June 11th, 2007 at 11:17 am
Yah… feeling much better already.. thanks
… really need to keep things in perspective…